When Li Yan’s family came to move to the town to take their children to live with them, the unfortunate ear thing quietly came to this unfortunate family.
This is the Chinese New Year when Li Yan went to see his brother with his mother as usual, but this time they didn’t bring anything, because they were going to take him back directly.
Li Yan skipped along with his mother and fantasized about his brother’s joy when he heard that he could go home with them.
However, they didn’t see their children when they stepped on the soil of another village.
At that time, many children were playing in the street during the busy New Year, and Li Yan’s mother specially bought a bunch of candy that her children loved and went to the foster home.
Just as they were about to ask themselves where their children were going, the family gave them the answer that they couldn’t have children.
It was explained that their children didn’t come back to play in the village yesterday and didn’t come back until dark.
If the boy had been here, he would have come back before dark.
The family realized that it was wrong and went out to find the child, but they found it in the middle of the night.
The neighbor’s children also asked, but they didn’t see him
This mother Li Yan is anxious to quarrel with the foster family, but it still doesn’t help.
Li Yan watched her mother sitting at someone else’s door, crying and holding her brother’s candy in her hand, but there was no net for anything.
He couldn’t figure out why his brother didn’t disappear that day or his family disappeared when they were going to pick him up.
Is this what the village says? Li Yan and his mother were afraid that Zhang, a neighboring village, finally got home. Li Yan’s father had been waiting for them at home, and finally he was full of joy to see his wife and eldest son back. And covered in mud.
Li Yan remembers that both father and mother cried for a long time in their rooms. The father blamed himself for not being able to take good care of his children, while the mother kept blaming herself for not leaving her children in the neighboring village so privately, but there was no room for redemption when things happened.
Because of what the village said, Li Yan’s family always claimed that there was a child in their family and suddenly said that another child was lost in the neighboring village. The result was conceivable.
The last side of the village, the Li family, was almost in extreme pain, but it was impossible to find such a situation. In the last year, Li Yan’s mother almost suffered from schizophrenia.
Li Yan always deliberately goes to the neighboring village road to see if his brother is still there, but in the end there is nothing.
Every day, Li Yan’s mother cried at home, and when her eldest son came back, her child would come back. At one time, Li Yan’s mother couldn’t sleep all night, waiting for her child to come back at her door every night.
This year has been a painful one.
Every time Li Yan recalls this past, his heart is particularly painful.
It was when Li Yan’s family moved to the town that these conditions improved.
After Li Yan’s family moved to the town, although the family’s economic conditions have improved, there is no way to raise a child in the town. The support in the village can’t be compared with that in the town, because after all, Li Yan’s parents still need to pay for his studies and his own family’s living support. In many ways, it can be strong and insufficient.
After their family moved to the town, the village rumors gradually decreased.
In this way, Li Yan lives in the town, but his family still believes that they live in the children’s village.
Li Yan’s life in the town is always late. He often dreams that his younger brother is crying in the village and wants to go back to his home, but Li Yan’s parents just can’t let him come back.
He is full of deep guilt about his brother, and he feels very guilty every time he thinks about it.
My living conditions are so much better than my brother’s, but my brother lives in the village. Sometimes he can’t even eat a full meal. There was a famine in the village, and he felt particularly uncomfortable when he didn’t have enough to eat.
My brother doesn’t even have a chance to study in the village. He can study every day. Every time he thinks like this, Li Yan will wonder why he is not suffering in the village but enjoying it in the town.
Until one time, Li Yan told his parents that he would rather be missing, and that he would rather exchange himself for his brother.
In this way, the language facts are so pale in front of the ears. In the end, Li Yan’s parents gave him a hard beating, and his mother cried and was very sad.
How did a good family become like this?
Mother cried at home again. Everyone is no better than Li Yanxin. This family has been suffering for so many years. No one has suffered less than Li Yanxin.
"Li Yan, live a good life in your town. Don’t say such things again. Parents don’t have any ability to take your brother back. It’s up to you to get your brother back from the village." Li Yan clearly remembers that this is his mother talking to himself. He has been working hard all these years to hope that he can take his brother back to the town.
But things often don’t go according to people’s ideas.
Before Li Yan really came to town, how much effort he had made, and as a result, all the departments were white.
Mother’s mental disorder and father’s heavy financial burden. He feels that he is a burden at home and can’t help anything, and he has lost his brother.
He hates his village. He hates it. He can’t do anything, not even protect his brother.
However, the school was absent-minded and the academic performance dropped, and finally the class leader found nothing in his home.
The teacher called Li Yan a fool in front of his mother. Can’t he even do the most basic arithmetic? Nothing. He also called them vulgar villagers.
Mother can’t understand what the teacher says if she is mentally disturbed.
Li Yan felt desperate before. What made herself and her mother become like this?
"Little dragon, you know? When I feel the most desperate, I feel the former loneliness and despair. No one can understand that the only thing that can help me is yourself. "Li Yan’s eyes are red.
When he was baptized, he was no longer the little boy he used to be
Longyou looked at this middle-aged man who was crying in front of himself. Listening to his past, it seems that somewhere in his heart is quietly playing.
It’s rare for people around you to experience this. Seeing Uncle Yan’s sample is always relatively cold. Longyou still took a pack of paper towels and handed it to him.
"Uncle Yan, you have suffered a lot over the years."
Li Yan closed his eyes and continued to recall these memories once they were beaten; Just like the’ tide’ water, it appears in my mind.